Bad Guy

Only God knows who I am..
I didnt know why I did that things along,  I'm dissponted bcos of my bad habits. someone talked me that Iam the good one,,,but they dont know who I am, I judge my self as the bad one,,difficult to be the better one even I have tried and keep  try in..

I pray to be the different one next, someone with the white light above the head,,talks anything right and never do the bad one again..

Im the lonely guy,,just did anything based on my mind,,coz no one try to advice me patiently..

but I do love my lifes,, thats it !